DISCOMBOBULATED
 I’ve become a shell of my former self, standing in a crowd where no one sees me or can
hear my screams, my cries go unanswered.  I have become a nothing, an empty entity. 
Once filled with life and dreams.The pain never ceases and continues to grow.

Long ago you tried to save me, but how can you save someone from themselves?
I no longer know where I belong.  I knew once upon a time but everything got out of control and discombobulated.  Happiness is as elusive as a shooting star.  I don’t believe it even exists anymore.
I can’t believe that this is how my life was suppose to turn out to be, filled with so many disappoints,
losses and so much loneliness.  I know many go through the same and there is a reason that these
things happen, but jimminy christmas trees, enough already.  Did I not do all that was asked of me?
I have made up for my mistakes from the past and then some.  How could you leave me like this?
How could you leave me in this cold, dark and cruel place where I don’t understand anything? 
I can not go on much longer.  I have given everything I know to give and yet you still send me
more suffering.  Why are they so silent to my cries of despair?  Do they not hear my screams in
 the dusky dawn and darkening skies?
FREE ME FROM THIS PAIN ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!!!
if not then I wish to feel nothing at all ever again

 


Comments:
 
StarPoet   StarPoet wrote
on 12/30/2009 1:56:45 AM
The despair and desperation here is what made this a good read for you expressed it very well. This made me stop and think of all who feel like this and are at the end of their rope. A sad truth you write of here.

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