The stupid things
Wish I could get over the fact that I chopped my hair off-- such a dumb thing to linger on.. damn it! Only a few weeks left of pregnancy...(5-6) then more lack of sleep and more madness in the house. Woah! What was I thinking... Do-over anyone? lol. Christmas is right around the corner as well. I can't believe it's been a whole year since the stupidness of this year started.. wow! Time is going way too fast! Seems each year speeds by just a little faster than the one before. God damn, I'll be thirty before I know it!! Excited for Christmas tho. My son reminds me all the time just how much he loves Christmas. He's excited for the lights on houses and the tree.. and presents of course! He's too cute! He's also excited for the nearing introduction to his new little brother. Hopefully all those stresses come to a good conclusion. This anticipation is driving me bonkers-- and I'm more hormonal (Stupid emotional lately) It's starting to get aggravating. I think everything in my life is starting to fold down on me.. in the twisted mists of my emotions. I'll be okay. Things are looking up for sure.. there's just never a full end to the burdens and madness of stress. I'll settle for "looking up" tho, any day! That's for sure! Better position now than a few months ago. At least we've settled some debts.. and we're in the clear for a while. Not my proudest of moments, but that's life. Anyways.. I need to get my shoes on... get off this damn computer and get my butt to the grocery store. get the dishes done.. and maybe some house cleaning. Cleaning is one of the roughest of tasks lately. My stomach is huge and it's hard to bend down! I wish my "helpers" were more helpful. What did I expect tho, really? I'm trying to stay positive, but all my doubts seem to rush back in from time to time. I close my eyes, take a deep breath, count to ten... 10. Well. I think I'll get going. It's probably freezing outside. Dang it. Hopefully this winter goes better than the last. Hopefully!* Later. Just in case I don't post anything before then.... Merry Christmas to all- Happy Holidays! :)

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December 9th
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