Days turn to weeks- and weeks turn to months- and within no time at all, months turn to years. We're fading.
I covered a shift yesterday for Senior Helpers. It wasn't bad. The people were very nice. It was a good atmosphere- I didn't get any real training, so I think I did good for my first time. It's not easy lifting someone dead weight tho- that's for sure! It killed my back! It was rather boring, too... 12 hr shift.. with not much to do! TV channels limited- and he slept most of the day. And his wife does the cleaning and cooking herself- so there wasn't much for me to do. But, it was nice to get out for the day... hang out with a different family... @ their amazing house in the woods! I may pick up a few more shifts out there for this week- not sure yet. I think I start at a big insurance company on Monday. Yikes for those early hours. But the pay is pretty good. I don't know if I'll like it.. but it's a job. It's a start. I am beyond confused at this point. I can't stress that enough. For many many reasons! "AHHHHH!!!!!"
Moving on-
Oh the webs we weave! I can't say this enough.. cause it seems as each day passes I do something else... reckless and idiotic. LOL> It's who I am I guess. Shit happens.. life goes on. I wish I wasn't as concerned with things. I wish I could let things roll off my back more easily.. but maybe that's not the issue- maybe it's the opposite. I don't know much of anything anymore. I am beyond confused!
About to make some breakfast. I am still undecided on everything else... at this time I don't want to make any decisions. I wish I could just fix everything- things be okay.. normal.. comfortable. Not have ppl pissed off in the ending result. That's not likely to happen tho- not likely at all.
Well.. I better go get breakfast cooked.. hang out- maybe watch a movie.
It's a beautiful day. I want to hit the gym- I've lost 7 pounds so far! In two weeks! YEA me!!! :)
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